NUMBING

While they passed out their only hope, everyone laughing but no one really having fun, I noticed the blue light shining through the keyhole.
dancing on the disney towel draped over the bathtub.
"This isn't helping."

I'm out there again. Having the same stupid dream, where you never seem quite right.
Always reminding me that I don't know anything about you.

I've been waiting.
I've been taking my time. Wearing my best dresses. Having a panic attack every Sunday morning.
You made me awkward.

But that one day, I didn't wait, or take my time. Or even hope that you were there, I stopped caring a little bit.
And you showed up.

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